hi

Hi

Hmm. i was just reading about Ne-yo, i know nothing about the man, but saw on the news the other day he was ill on stage, and only just remembered to see what was wrong with him :)

Sinuses...combinded with working too much. He seems normal, he has a blog on his website. Wish i had more to say like him, or others. I have a boring blog.. i think so??. Hmm well i'll go, busy busy lately, thanks for reading :)

Boredom

Ha,


I'm so very bored right now. Thoought i'd check if i have any comments.........none......

Minds totally empty......

Ok, i'll go!.

Bye :)

Buried in Pringles

Hi

Just me again :-)

Today i went shopping. Wow!. So many people, i don't like too many people in my shop. I call it my shop.....just any shop really, i like to be....... virtually alone inside of it!. I feel i can.......be myself more? :)

Anyway, new shop. Tesco in fact, all i have to say is WOW. The wall was stacked high and wide with tubes of Pringles crisps! :-D

I'd never seen so many Pringles in all of my life, it was amazing!. I was looking up, and it reminded me of a little kid looking up amazed, open mouted in a sweetie shop. Believe me it was stacked high, so high, so wide. If they'd have fallen i'd have been buried in Pringle tubes, lol.


Shopping isn't one of my likes. I hate it. Like i say i'm ok alone in a shop, but any more then 4 people and i want to hurry out of everyone's way :-)

Today it also rained so heavily. Places have been flooded, things have been called off, it's crazy. A bit of rain and we are all worried. Maybe that's why the shops where full, maybe everyone thinks we are going to be trapped in doors :-p

Anyway. Thanks for reading :)

Mwah Xx_Jen_xX

Weird Dog dreams

Hi

Lately i've been having weird dreams. usually its of dying, or drowing... eek!. LAtely there has been 2 dreams of dogs....... the first i was sat with my mum, and this dog gazed at me, no noise, i cant explain the feeling at all, like it was looking at me with a death wish or something. Then that week...... two of my onlines friends dogs died........ This i found odd. They both live in India........... i've not met them........ but....i'm unsure why this happened.........

The dog slid under my chair in this dream....... it was very freaky. Then...... the other night i dream of a sandy colourd puppy dog, it bit my arm........ but just friendly, didnt puncture my skin......... then one of the same indian guys had a motorbike crash. Sree.. he has just commented on my blog.............. a dog ran out in front of him............ its very odd.... only my neighbours have a dog, i dont know any others with dogs....... my neighbours dog is alive, not dead or anything....... i just find it very odd..... why would i dream of dogs...... ive never really liked them but.... this is just freaky!!!. Some family members of mine are kinda ill at the moment too... this illness happened after the doggie dreams...... i hate dogs even more now :'(

Kids

Oh, wow. No comments on my blog. Does this mean i have been officially talking to myself ..


Anyway. yesterday i seem to have not been able to stop crying. No-one noticed as usual...

I'm just bored...... really p*ss*d off. My family `does my head in`. Even like.. when someones voice grates on you, well my family have for years. What can i do, nothing. I was going to write about something, should i bother too?.

Well, anyway, when some people have a little Disabled child, there is many different things. Some parents go on, and stay happy, say if the kid is in a wheelchair then the child grows up, they'll go to pubs and clubs and shopping by themselves and just be like anyone else. Of course this is down to the parents treating the child like a normal one when the kid was small.. But if the parents kind of hate this child then the kid will be very depressesd sitting at home bored wishing they were normal or even dead.

And disabities come in my forms, like not been able to walk, or able to walk very far, speech impediments, or other speech problems, even been dumb, unable to spea at all, blind people, deaf people. At school i used to like the deaf kid group.

You know how at school there is all these different groups like the cool kids, the nerds, the sporty ones, the musical ones, the slapper girls, the little christian girls,. I used to be in the.... im unsure, i had all these friends i didnt even like and who didnt even like me, till i somehow managed to find some kids i like even if there was on 5 of them, 3 girls and 2 boys :)

I guess they where not the technology nerds, but the nerds that are nice, the nice nerds :D

And the deaf kids group, they were fun. So yeh, everyone should chill out and be nice to everyone else, and not be evil.

Im unsure what im saying, i think i have missed my original point, but ive forgotten that point so its ok, lol.

Thanks for reading :)

mickey j

Hi

Well, i just came online and in the space of 15 mins , i read on two websites people leavingcomments about them watching the mickey jackson concert memorial......... msn news has pics.... All i have to say is that...if i was to die, which i will do one day, no one would give a damn, probably no one in my street would notice........... Yet mickey jackson dies and all the world is buying his songs, and albums. It said his coffin is on display under the stage....... i havent seen the concert, didnt really know he was been buried today, if he is?.

It seems that if a person is to say something bad against him now, they get even stares???. Before everyone took the piss out of him!. It's so much like jade goody dying, before she got ill, they called her fat and thick and horrible names, when she got ill, everyone decided to give her a chance at been nice?. Why do normal people get ignored.... a woman lay dead in her flat for 5 years until they found her body.......5 years.........where was all these do gooders then?. Can you imagine 5 years, 5 xmas'es 5 summers...5 winters..........dark and light....and her laying there................ 5 years............ no one gave a damn.... they didnt know she was `missing` from our shitty busy lives we have these days......

People can all watch tv and morn a person they never met, myself i'd rather do something usefull.

And yeh my blgo does say im a shy girl, i am, its how i know people are evil apart from a few, most dont give a damn...... lets all sell our mickey j stuff on ebay, and buy all his songs now its ok to like the poor fellow again :(

Wow!

Hiya :)

Well, today i have no new messages, no new emails, nothing!. I have stomach ache too. I hate been a woman!. :-(

One of my online friends fell out with me the other day, well.they didn't bother to contact me in anyway. It all baoils down to he chats with some Brazilian girl...... and i guess men like brazilian girls............ i guess they are both vain. One of them girls who has everything given to them on a silver platter?. One who acts like they are 30 year old when they are just a teenager.........

What ever happened to been a kid?. Now it looks like you have to be in high heels and wearing make up in time for your 12 birthday........

You know, some folk would say i'd suck at been a mother, but i think i'd rock!. You here all these horrible stories about how people have hurt their little kids, and then the parents get about 5 seconds in jail. At least i'd be cute, and nice. Anyway. never going to happen. No one willr ead this, so i'm going now im crying :(

Hormones, sorry. Cya, bye ::(

Smirking Cat

Hi

Well welcome to my very first blog post!.

Well, i seem to notice normal everyday things, like the way one person acts towards the other and yesterday wasn't any different. So there i was a passenger in a car and i see a Restaurant and people having a nice meal. The time was about 8.30pm, and out side was two women, one was blonde with very tanned skin. I say tanned , really she was the colour of a chessey wotsit!.

And turning in the car, i see two men on the other side of the street smirking like cheshire cats at these two women who where smoking (smoking has been banned in doors here in the u.k)

All i had to think was "poor women". Why do men act like complete twerps?. Why smirk?. I really don't understand it. Why smirk?. It's like men like women slapped up with fake tan?. Walking around like you have been tangoed is all the fashion here these days!.

This gets me to another thing, years ago women used to put on face powder to whiten themselves up to look as PALE as possible, it contained Lead! (the metal).

What changed...why is a innocent women minding her own business give the right to a unknown man to smirk at her just cos of the colour of her skin?.

This does baffle me somewhat.