bluergh

Hi.

It's just me =)

It's a holiday here starting now. Sat.sun.monday...... whats my plans...... im afraid if i told you, i'd be shot by the bordem police :-p


How i wish to do something exciting!. But nooooooooooooo, have you ever laid on the bed wishing you'd just stop breathing or your wrists would suddenly start bleeding, or you wish you'd just die?. I have, i guess im depressed :-(

Lifes so boring i've got no words for it. Why can't i write about......today i went to......some tropical island and had a whatever drink, and visited places there.

So yeh, its friday night, not that i even remember half the time. Never mind.

My day

Hiya.

I'm sat here very bored, unable to think of what to do....

Today i chatted on msn messenger to a person......

I've not used msn messenger for ages.... anyway...... i emailed this person because....i was bored, or maybe lonely or maybe missing them. So we chatted tuesday and wednesday....all was fine.....till they began been a arse hole again. It was a man this person, someone i've not met, but been emailing n crap for....3 years.

Again....i um had a crush on him...for... ages.......and..... he said he coming to uk......and i saw proof..... but he never did.....and im glad he didnt. So my advice is to go to the pub, and meet a nice normal man...let him buy you a drink, and talk to him.......swap numbers if you like him....end of story.... dont sit online in front of a screen, chatting to someone you've not met, or even see face to face....as its the initial seeing of someone thats starts us off.....

so im sat here alone, in my room, and i sadly are not keen on alcohol, or dark places, or places with strangers... so im going to go offline now. Safe in the knowledge, i'm thankfull for not getting involved with a right idiot.

Jen

So cute!

Just two scraps and i was smiling :-)

A `Scrap` is a message on the website Orkut (other social networking sites available) :-p



Let me copy this down here:

Woman: now in this pic you look like Silvester Stalone in "RAMBO"
Man: I think she didn't saw silverstar stalone till now
Woman: no i didn't saw SILVERSTAR STALONE till now


Nothing else is needed, this is so cute!. Hahaha :-)

Movie

Ohhhhhhhhh

Weird. I just watched a film i'd recoreded called Darkness Falls. It was released in 2003, so if i like the film i look it up on imdb and the film was about the toothfairy, how she comes to kill people who see her at night. No she isnt nice!. I like these kind of supernatural scarey films. So, basically the kids last milk tooth falls out, they put it under their pillow and a spirit comes and gives money for it.

Anyway.. the kid puts his tooth under his pillow and the toothfairy comes....it used to be a woman who got her face burnt and used to go around in a porcelain mask, and she used to give kids money for their fallen out teeth. The point i am TRYING to get too!. Is i looked up the lead actor......and he passed away in 2007 of sleep Apnea.................

I think thats where you go to sleep and stop breathing, and if you dont wake, you die.......i just thought it very odd he died in his sleep.....and this movie was made about people going to sleep/been in the dark and been killed.

It was a good film, i liked it. Poor man though.......


Did i go on too much......i think so :-p

Okey dokey.....thanks for listening :-)

xx

:(

Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though its breaking

When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by

If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, whats the use of crying?

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile

Ohh

Hi

I've just been sat bored again, it seems a regular thing for me......

hmm. nothing happening lately, lol, suprise there :p

I've been watching home and away...well...one episode so i tap in to record the series and it misses the next shows first 5 minutes, and now its not back on till the end of august :( poor me, it was just getting to a good bit something to do with a bus and stuff.....im not using the B word....end in b, has a o and m in the centre :)

today i recorded eastenders toooooooooo wooooooooooo, 2 hours of that crap to watch lol.

I'm boring, and i keep saying it :-p

i dont know what to say...... i might go.....im very random. sorry

i do see i have a blog follower, so thank you. I hope you have great patience with me and my blog, i need a topic i think as i just babble on :)

xx